God shows me that there is more of Him to go around.
There certainly isn't more of me. But God continues to work through me in ways that amaze me constantly. While caring for two very busy baby/toddlers, a sweet but struggling 6yo, two very needy, angry (but precious and healing!) young teens, and guiding our three bio kids still at home (or back at home because of COVID-19) - well anyway, I don't need to go on and on about it. We just have incredibly full days that generally don't wind down until much past my bedtime. All this to
say:
I am not doing this. God is doing this!!!
It's truly so cool to experience. Even if I must admit that the past four weeks have been more challenging than anything we've ever done, and I've cried out to God more than once saying, "I don't want to do this any more!!" It's not pretty.
Then He keeps doing what He does to teach me to surrender, to deny self, and to want what He wants. He is faithful and good. His love fills me and THAT is how I can love all these He has put in my care.
Well, that was a lot of words to say, hi. I miss you. I miss writing you regularly. But all that really matters is that God and His goodness.
So how are YOU hanging in there with all the changes going on around us?
