I've spent an hour in my recliner this morning, mostly crying with my Bible on my lap as I let God teach me more of His Truth during one of the biggest challenges we've faced so far.
We know without a doubt that He said "yes" to us taking in our newest 13 and 14 year old boys. So we hang on to this, and we keep looking up as we ask Him how to handle each moment. Indeed, during the past 9 days there have been a lot of "moments," and they are not easy.
The enemy wants me to feel like we can't, we don't, we aren't...but God continues to reassure that we can, we do, and we are - because of His strength. ONLY BECAUSE OF HIS STRENGTH.
I'm fighting to resist the devil so he'll flee. Coming near to God as He continues to draw me in. Jesus wins. He already won. We stand in victory.