I realized over the weekend that I have been hesitating to share how hard this journey is, simply because I want to be sure people know how good God is through it. We have said "yes" to all of this because God has said "yes." How can I share how hard it is when I'd rather tell you how great God is and how He called us to this!! How He provides, how He loves, how He is beautifully and perfectly faithful.
But then the pressure and reality of it all spilled over and I'm not sure I've stopped crying since last Friday.
GOD IS GOOD. But this journey is also very hard. I love it and I struggle with it. I'm weary and I'm strengthened by God. Never have I learned so much about who God is than while walking this journey with Him with both joy and difficulty.