Same.
Or maybe I'm just tired. Weary. Worn out.
Actually a little bit angry. Frustrated. Annoyed. Discouraged.
Basically, I cried almost all day yesterday. It wasn't much fun but I feel cleansed and better today.
I wrestle constantly with wanting life to be a little easier - while knowing that God brought us to this difficult place for His perfect purposes. And because of that, I don't want life to be easier. I want to walk this with Him because it is amazing. I love what He's teaching me about my need for Him. I love raising so many children! But I wrestle, and I'm tired, and so I cry. Phew.